a warm arrival never left so cold

oh, it hurts like fuck

even for a heartless twat.

i wish you could just see,

how much you mean to me.

i just sit and hope and pray

sinner.

fuck.

misery

They say misery loves company
We could start a company
And make misery, Frustrated Incorporated

Soul Asylum is brilliant. Their lyrics are very deep and their rawness, captivating.

troubling indeed. so near yet so far, lukewarm at best, strangers at worst. the perfectest stranger. shall it always be that way. universal love, not exclusive. how can love be not exclusive. this is all very puzzling. is what i see what i get? is shallowness and false promises the new holy grail? questions and no answers, images and thoughts unable to form themselves into some sort of coherence, yet i see them clearly in the mind’s eye. i want answers. but sometimes questions are answers in themselves. this is a serious post, not the ramblings of a disconcerted mind. can anyone tell me anything that matters anymore? i’m waiting.

Is that all you’ve got?

fucking not fun lah.

I AM NOT AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE

how did we end up like the rest?

i am now a firm believer that you cannot have too much of a good thing, but i’m determined to fight for it.

working made me listen to hey there delilah twice today. someone once asked me which song is the anthem of my life, and while hey there delilah is not exactly it, it describes very accurately my current feeling. i wish i had written the song for that particular someone who asked me that question, because i think i really feel that way.

static all these times

started working, long hours, general lack of a social life but the pay is good. i possibly just lost my working uniform which really sucks. nea called me today. byebye 200 dollars. geylang was good as usual, as far as food was concerned. work again tomorrow. i m in trouble. but hush.

where do we go now?

it is unfair that a friendship should possibly end this way.