It has been a while since I touched this blog. Looking backat my entries, I am pretty sure I was nothing short of a depressive presence in the lives of others (and still am, I’m certain). School is over at last. I am not happy about it but I can’t say I am not relieved. I am now a full-time telesales operator and I spend all my time bugging people and getting curt replies of “not interested”. So much for an excellent education. Not.
I sometimes think I grew up too late. I think I’ve just reached the point where I seriously weigh my dreams against my responsibilities and abilities, and found myself sorely lacking in the responsiblilites and abilities departments. And so I settled for a job that I hate just for the dough and I have forgotten how it feels like to dream and I look at my mediocre self and think sowhatifihaveadream,idonthavethecapabilityandthedrive.
Or maybe I am just too lazy and settle for too little.
I will be a world traveller one day. I will smile to everyone. I will have compassion. I will be happy.
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